notmypresident: (Twitchy Tina)
The words were out of my mouth before I realized I'd said them:

"I'll go."

Two words, two little words.  Suddenly, I've committed myself to attend a pool party tomorrow.  A bear pool party.  A bear pool party where clothing is optional. 

This happens to hit on all of my current weak spots about being overweight, about not being hairy enough, about not feeling comfortable around bears...

But I'm posting the fact that I said "I'll go" so that when I wake up tomorrow with second and third and fourth doubts, I'll be able to read about the commitment and perhaps realize that things won't be so bad.  For now though, it feels as if I'm (literally) throwing myself into the deep end of the pool.

Hmmm... I wonder if the Favorite Bear of the Moment is a lifeguard...

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